Don't follow leaders, and watch your parking meters.

Tue, 03 May 2005 01:55:56 GMT

well, nothing much has changed, except i started at the pallet company today (part time after mass chair). i kinda liked it, it was like a work program and therapy rolled into. the lifting isn't that bad just the hammer that gets to me.

otherwise work is fine

i desperately miss steph....eeeeee... no more weekends apart.

oh' yeah i decided the cat bar i use at work, is sweet. it's huge, and i want it, i wanna attach it to my bike and refer to it only as "the hammer of thor", and depense justice with it.

i got free work gloves, but i gotta buy ear plugs.

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 03:45:09 GMT

this weekend was awesome.. seeing everyone was great. also it turned to be a rather entertaining movie nite.

i miss rachel and matty. you guys should be here all time. i hung out a lot with matty too.

steph and i got drunk to a level that is illegal in every state except texas.

i didn't get to see enough of steph.... need it....

highlights also included
+baseball on every TV and beer
+plans of future fishing trips
+dino DNA

i don't know but there was a lot of good stuff.

dirty and bruised..

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 17:32:11 GMT

well this weekend was pretty quiet.

so yesterday took out the grill, and well grilled. so chris called me after the red sox game, to touch base and see what was going on. with nothing to do we decided to sit around and throw back a few. it was really weird we started kinda early so the entire everything seemed later than it really was. oh yeah i forgot to eat yesterday this lead to probelms later.

well eventually jay came over and cam, pat, chelle, chris. grilling ensued. then i got the idea to go talk to my neighbor, i have no idea why. either way i ended up hanging with him and giz until 1. around 11 or so i lost all motor skills really , stumbling ensued. also you know when your really drunk and you start back pedaling, yeah i did that i hadn't done that since i was like 15.

i woke up covered with dirt and sticks and mystery bruises it was pretty sweet.

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 04:17:04 GMT

i missed the defiance show fri. because of work, and lack of ride.

i rented ginger snaps 2 and ginger snaps: back, ha. best canadian horror movie series ever.

made steph a couple shirley temples

packed for florida.

saw steph. for such a short time.

went to the libary, so many things i want to read. i ended up getting black mass, about the irish mob.

meh. quized

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 04:33:11 GMT

You scored as Communism. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'>

</td>

Communism

92%

Anarchism

83%

Socialist

75%

Democrat

67%

Green

50%

Republican

50%

Nazi

33%

Fascism

25%

What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
created with QuizFarm.com

crappy, survey (from christy)

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 05:47:08 GMT

bloodyblades
1. Your name spelled backwards.
nivek

2. Where were your parents born?
my mother was born on may/26/1940 I think

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
I can't remember the last thing i downloaded.

4. What's your favorite restaurant?
The reef cafe

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
no idea. really

6. Have you ever been in a school play?
yeah, in third grade

7. How many kids do you want?
ummm.. kids? grosss (holding back quagmire impression)

8. Type of music you dislike most?
everything i think, except my music

9. Are you registered to vote?
yeah, and i pretend it makes a difference. fucking red states.

10. Do you have a car?
nope, i have a ten speed.

11. Have you ever ridden on a moped?
no

12. Ever prank call anybody?
i like leaving disturbing messages on answering machines.

13. Ever get a parking ticket?
nope.

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
meh.

15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
florida

16. Do you have a garden?
kinda, maybe.

17. What's the size of your bed?
twin...

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
at a hockey game, probaly

19. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
showers in the morning are the balls..

20. Best movie you've seen in the past 4 months?
um. for the first time? otherwise fight club, i guess

21. What's the next movie you want to see?
no idea,

22. Chips or popcorn?
chips but only if they're tri-sum

23. Have you ever broken any hearts?
oh yeah,

24. Premarital sex?
there's another kind?

25. Are you a good cook?
sure, i think so.

26. Orange or Apple juice?
orange juice motherfuckers.

27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you go to?
stephie, we went to uno's. best dinner ever.

28. Favorite type of drink?
umm.. water, beer, or a tom collins.

29. Best thing "EVER" in the world?
a girl i call stephie.

30. Have you ever broken a bone?
i think once at a Toxic narcotic in the ICC, my toe was sore for 2 months or so and i had to tape it for awhile.

31. Have you ever won a trophy?
yeah.

32. What is your favorite board game?
stratego

33. What is your dream car?
a subaro, what do want i listen to NPR

34. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
no

35. Coke or Pepsi?
both or probaly neither

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
yes

37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
no idea

38. Who are you going to marry?
meh...

38.5. Which was the dumbest question?
the one about kids... totally

39. Who would you like to meet?
i think malcolm x and james natchwey, and well i don't know

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no not really

41. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite/same sex?
if we can't talk about a variety of topics, then ummm....

42. Where would you go for a romantic evening?
it's pretty high school, but lying in a field is pretty nice, i guess.

43. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
i own one pair of shoes, one pair of work boots, and a pair of real boots..

44. Last song stuck in your head?
conflict-tough shit mickey

45. Any pets?
kinda, i guess.

46. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character?
MR. BILL Motherfuckers!!!!!

47. What is one thing you would like to learn to do?
speak another language

48. What do you do when you are bored?
internet...

49. What is one thing you would want someone to appreciate about you?
?

50. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
Steph...

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 06:05:29 GMT

i swear sometimes it's best to stay in bed......

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 03:02:50 GMT

So you aren't famous yet, but you know you will
be...you're Pre-Bikini Kill Kathleen Hanna

http://live.quizilla.com/user_images/W/whereismymind/1035590225_CMyDocumentsprebk.JPG You write a 'zine with friend Tobi Vail called
Bikini Kill and have thoughts about starting a
band. You hang out with Kurt Cobain, and even
spraypaint that he smells like Teen Spirit on a
wall...inspiring the title for the now classic
song. Watch out suckah...you're about the
bitchslap everyone.

Which Kathleen Hanna Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

hmmmm.... i always wondered.... well what i'd resort to when i'm this bored and tired.

updated.....

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 03:06:02 GMT

+this weekend i tried the beer that the brewery near my work makes. it was alot different than i expected, it kinda in a english stlye beer. +spent alot of time with steph..woo +got the day off tomorrow -had to leave allston early to avoid the storm. so lame +saw wachel... yay!

same old...

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 01:07:12 GMT

+got my new computer yesterday, and the records i was waiting for. i got to see steph that was best of all.

-having a computer is nice and all. but it causes me to stare at it for long periods of time.

-work has been fine. it's sucks though at the same time.

+talked to chelsea, haven't done that for a hell of a long time.

-computers feed my stupid jealous thoughts.

-there is such a thing as too much information.

+i also found garrett from my old dorm on myspace. ha.

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 08:47:42 GMT

bear's snoring is the best everrrrr........ the end

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 07:06:53 GMT

+ movie went awesomely
- wachel is leaving
+ byrnn's b+day
+love spending time with the beaR

-otherwise work is ok

so o.k. then

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 08:30:57 GMT

movie was kinda quiet tonight.. but none the less was fun.
watched robin hood men in tights and adam family values.
it was fun. lookin forward to next although..this weekend
is steph's B-DAY whooooo..... ithink next weekend will
include clifford but i'm not sure. also when i say next i
mean december i guess. weird.. thanks to all those who
came tonight. see you next..

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 07:33:03 GMT

it's so weird to come down in the middle of the night and see snow.. eeeeewww..
otherwise tonught went well.
*bought more gordon's vodka cause wachelll turnme on to the good stuff
*danced for the first time in forever... becuase the struggle is great
*state control is goood with jasper on vocals i thought he'd guitar but stiil very good
*drunk jay, nuff said
*drivin' brian = awesome
*snow + cold = freezing bear

woohoo!

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 18:28:33 GMT

yesterday was my birthday. unlike most years i wasn't alone.

highlights of this week include.
*rediscovering NPR
*watching the election results and deciding it was a good time to go to sleep
**new camera, calumet 400 series from the late seventies, complete with polaroid back, film holders, and three lenses.
*turning twenty-one that's just weird
*iggy the tool and that other kid reunion
*room one reunion
*getting the best most thoughtful gifts ever (framed kalitypes from "the" matt, a bottle of vodka from rachel and matty with the funniest card ever. bottle of tequila from mexico from amy totally unexpected and cute. and from beaR a record player i'm so excited.... and a copy of sandinsta.......
* matty's suprise appearance
* NU women's hockey, that was so fun.
* riding the T with steph small are so fun sometimes
* so much else happened i can't even think.........

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 22:08:21 GMT

*this weekend was productive somewhat, i geuss only because I finally brought coat to the tailors.
*the time spent with steph was amazing and i wish i never had to leave where we were.
*movie night went well, very filling and funny.
*friday hungout with the usaul cast of characters in haverhill at breyanne's b-day.
*work is still work
*today a dog eat my lunch, but i also got away with running a red light. symopsis, i still dislike both cars and dogs.
*now i'm tired and hungry, so screw.

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 04:46:17 GMT

this week included:
* buying a new bike (new is a relative term, new to me).
* work, a whole forty hours.
* drinking and listening to the pinkerton thugs EVERYNIGHT, weird really.
* check-in time with beautiful girl, also everynight.
* bush - kerry debate well some of it, along with alot of sox games.
* my boss realizing I'm an asset to the company.
* new raise mentioned previously taking effect.
* hanging with Giz
* missing beaR
* trying to call chelsea (who apparentaly no longer has a cell phone)
* invited to another C.C.D.P. bash, thanks but next week.

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 22:15:31 GMT

basically my life is just working now.. i don't hangout anymore. except with stephie ont he weekends. so all i do now is wait for the weekends. i hate being home so much now that i've taken a second job. i'll now be work 3rd shift at NP Medical ( they manufacture valves for IVs, so i have to work in a clean room like on the movies, creepy no? ) then i get off of work there at 7am then i'll run to D&D and then to Mass Chair and work as long as i can there. i got a raise at mass chair toooo all the way up to nine an hour, to take effect on oct. 1st. I hate being away from steph and school. everyone i work is ok i guess, but i still have nothing in common with them other than the repression of the wage worker. I hope the new work schedule works out I don't really sleep anyway so whatever. well that's all i guess.

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 22:04:34 GMT

work has been goning well, the search for a second job although it would kind of be third job is not going as well. i've been instructing my pakistani supervisor on the correct usage of the english language. in return he regails me with tales of pakistan, good trade i think. i want second job only about 25 hours a week i can manage that i think, i hope.
* i miss steph and hope everything went well today. love you. alot. no really alot.
* the trash at work is almost gone which is nice it was about 20 feet high, no literally.
* i wanna hang with chelsea and others of central mass region.
* i sent out my bellows, soon they will return. along with a brand new pair then my camera will be ready to go. hooray.
* places i've applied for a second job are as follows 1. darrman abrasives 2. shaws 3. well i thought there was a third. oh, yeah KFC... ewwwww i know and i am still a vegatarian if you were wondering. ewwwwww.
* over and out kids i'll be hanging out with the impact wrench.

nothing to do..do..do

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 01:02:47 GMT

* well my mother returned today, all good things must come to an end i suppose.
* watched beach volleyball for a while.... conclusion volleyball is a sport, and misty may is hot and the czechs are not.
* final destination 2 is on.. haha. worst movie ever.
* i hate work still but paychecks are good.
* had salad for lunch it was awesome!
* i'm really running out of things to say..
* somebody call me during the week to hang out.. no seriously.. works kills my motivation but if you call i'll totally be there.
* saturday i have a dentist appt. eewwwwwww

scent of a beaR

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 12:46:45 GMT

so monday after the weekend of course, which if you're looking for a more detailed account check stephie's journal. wel anyways back to monday after a somewhat shitty day at work and a lonely night and a check-in time that just made me miss you. i went to bed only to find that i was sleeping on your pillow and therefore it smelled like you, so i cuddled up even closer to it and took a deep breath and fell asleep instantly... i miss you.

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 01:36:42 GMT

today i'm sending lesley their stupid with a nicely worded letter... but really i meant to say fuck you lesley you suck at life....really hard..... all the time.
i also saw on the news that most young english people associate the word "uncool" with Germany.. weird but understandable.
week drawing to a close.. time flies i've also realized..
i saw this morning that emma also is out the hospital so congrats to her..
i still hate work and it smell funny there but vaction comes soon..

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 23:29:02 GMT

today made yet more chairs.... jay wasn't there today either which is weird. it's so quiet too quiet..
made yet more 427-04s or to those who aren't sorrounded by chairs these would be "libary chairs". definately not to be confused with the 427-02s or the 427-02b or 427-04b.
i feel like a true american kinda, it's been so long since i truely hate a job. but this one... this one i hate alot...alot. tomorrow is paycheck day.
I also must start going to sleep earlier. it helps not to be tried and at a job you hate one of those is surely enough...this morning i'm going in a couple minutes late....
tonight i'm probaly calling chelsea, so we may be able to hang out. i never anything after work..i try and do something productive and that's always at check-in time. needless to say i have alot shit piled up now mostly sewing... maybe tonight or tomorrow.. meh.

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 12:51:17 GMT

workin' alot now. 40 hrs. a week, pretty good eh'. i work at the chair factory with jay. punx united making chairs. went the struggle this weekend and hung out with steph like usual, i miss her. damn it, it sucks waking up without you....pout.

next week vacation from work...alllright.

baaaammmm........

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 02:27:58 GMT

*today involved much bike riding, which was awesome. It's crazy fifteen year old fun.. good times
*Got first payment for taking a photo... ever. it's funny the check comes from the new york times.. i don't know but it is funny.
* shaved Giz's beard off... weird random occurance
* no carnival today.. fuck that noise, I'll do it tomorrow.
* started reading Roots so far one of 119 chapters down..
* now i wait for check-in time.